Fear

The One I Sent First

I sent the email. Now there are three more names. I'm starting to understand why I sent the one I did.

I said Monday three times. Today was the third one.

I spent Saturday morning writing an email I did not send. The subject line is where I found out what I have actually been avoiding.

I watched a meeting room defer to me instead of someone smarter. I still cannot tell how much of my authority belongs to me.

I have legal clearance, a backward map, and a list of six names. I have not made a single call.

November 14 felt like a long time away until I started from November and worked the other way.

Sunday night I told Doug everything. Except the one specific thing that would make it real.